Hotwife and cuckold marriage update

09-2019 - Wife has a growing and very strong desire to be a slave wife for her current black master, she is very into him and has strong feelings for him. He wants him to live with us permanently and being in a S/M relationship 24/7. She has made it clear to me that she has fallen in love with him and it is about time to fulfil her once fantasy of being a slave whore for a black dom, now turned into reality....I must say as her loyal cuck that I really love this guy, he is everything I am not...muscular, very dominant, well-hung, very masculine and in addition he is kinky and very into advanced BDSM, he loves to train slaves and push them beyond their limits.
She has been fucking black men for the last 6 yrs and she never looked back. Everyone knows about the current status of our marriage and black men are continuously targeting her. She has been delivered and pimped to other black bulls for the last 3 years. Her self confidence is sky high and she enjoys very much being the centre of male attention and comments everywhere she/we go. She is always horny and her sex drive is very high...especially when she meets black men. I love so much to assist her and dress her at all occasions, taking care of her shoes and boots, making sure that she choose the hottest outfits and the highest heels, to get fucked as hard and passionate as possible. I am not allowed to penetrate her anymore, she doesn't want me to use my small and thin cock (4 inches) on her and she insisted that all my sexual satisfaction should come from cleaning her holes, assisting her and submitting to her and her masters and that I must accept my true gender, so I am allowed to be her feminized partner, she enjoys watching me used and fucked by her master and buddies. She always pushed to explore and find my true nature, come to terms with it.
Now she and her master are trying to convince me to start taking hormones, my feminization process must move forward, for the last 3/4 years I have enjoyed my feminine side, crossdressing (since 12 yrs old) in the sexiest leather, lace and vinyl outfits at social meetings and sex parties... I have been crossdressing during daylight and being taken out for a walk in public as a sissy slut. I have my legs shaved, nails done, long straight hair and in general, I look very sissy. Sometimes I just wear tight leather pants and cowboy boots with 4 inches heel, so even on a "discrete" outfit, I look very much like a feminine bottom sissy. I enjoyed being targeted by black men (some kinky whites also) and I have being asked many times in public places to give a blowjob/handjob what I have done with pleasure.
I have been flirting with the idea of falling in love with a black dom and being also his crossdresser sissy slave wife/lover in a LTR. Maybe living all together at our place.
I have falled in love with men, more than once in my life. I have a couple of not too long (2-3 months) up to a serious one year relationship with black men. The dom with I have been almost one year (in my late 20's) made me feel and treat me like a woman what was the reason I got so into him and was crazy in love with....I lived the fantasy of being his submissive girl, was dressed most of the time in very kinky outtfits, took me to fetish/gay parties as his girl and shared me with other blacks. During that time we discussed (not always were serious about it) how hot will be I grow/got tits and have a vagina....the ideal of having vaginal sex with him (or any man) drove me crazy...in fact I have always had the wild dream of being fucked in all 3 holes by 3 BBC (as my wife did in many occasions). So now the idea of being finally a woman is very appealing but not sure that I am a true transgender woman...I meant this is too serious not take in consideration, not even speaking about money but more about the mental aspecs and the impact it will have on my life.
Wife supports and push me to consider seriously this step, on her view, I was always a woman, behave like one, has a 80%/20% woman/man personality, for her I look much hotter as a woman than as a beta cuck (she never believed in our first years to me acting/pretending to be an alpha man). She really enjoys going out and do girls stuff with me: shopping sexy outftis, kinky shoes, lingerie, doing wax, nails, makeup , speaking about and teasing black men...being fucked together...
I am very fit, skinny and in general I can pass quite well but still I would need some facial surgeries in addition to breast surgery and SRS