The Beginning
This is a true posting submitted by smoothnsweatyBB!
I started out my sex life very conservatively. Watching mostly straight porn until I was 16. Although I was fit and athletic, I was also very shy in high school... Eventually I started dating a short blonde girl in my class. She was really sexy, petite, with large breasts, a tiny waist and gorgeous blue eyes! I really liked her and dated her for about a year until she told me she had cheated on me. We lived in a college town and she could get into the 18 and up clubs by just batting her eyes at the bouncers. She had gone with a few friends on a night when I was out of town. She told me a black college guy had started buying her and her friends drinks and wanted to dance. He danced with her most the night and started whispering all sorts of dirty things in her ear. She told me she couldn't resist and admitted she had always been curious about trying a black guy. She also admitted she watched a lot of interracial porn which made her want him even more. This was the first time I'd heard a woman admit to wanting a black guy cause of the stereotype that they are hung and good in bed. The way he danced with her turned her on and she got the impression he was a "bad boy"... We grew up in a very white area and family was rural and racist. So the black man was a taboo that became a naughty fetish in her mind.
She went back to his dorm and had sex. I felt like throwing up when she told me all this. I was devastated and curious at the same time. I didn't ask details though, She said she was sorry and ashamed and wanted me back. She said she would never talk to the guy again...
It didn't take long to learn that she had saved his number and had been sexting him. When I found this out I asked more details and knew it was over. She said she couldn't help but keep meeting up with him. He made her feel dirty, slutty, sexy, and desired.... Lusted after. She said his dirty talk during sex was amazing... Those were the only reasons she gave and we didn't ever talk again...
I looked the guy up on Facebook and found out he was a basketball player. He was taller and a lot more muscular. I was so angry and humiliated! But part of me wanted to know more. I had never looked at a lot of interracial porn before, but I started to after this incident. The jealousy and anger started to fuel my lust and love of interracial porn. It wasn't long before watching petite white women like my ex getting pounding by giant hung black men was all I watched.
I started out my sex life very conservatively. Watching mostly straight porn until I was 16. Although I was fit and athletic, I was also very shy in high school... Eventually I started dating a short blonde girl in my class. She was really sexy, petite, with large breasts, a tiny waist and gorgeous blue eyes! I really liked her and dated her for about a year until she told me she had cheated on me. We lived in a college town and she could get into the 18 and up clubs by just batting her eyes at the bouncers. She had gone with a few friends on a night when I was out of town. She told me a black college guy had started buying her and her friends drinks and wanted to dance. He danced with her most the night and started whispering all sorts of dirty things in her ear. She told me she couldn't resist and admitted she had always been curious about trying a black guy. She also admitted she watched a lot of interracial porn which made her want him even more. This was the first time I'd heard a woman admit to wanting a black guy cause of the stereotype that they are hung and good in bed. The way he danced with her turned her on and she got the impression he was a "bad boy"... We grew up in a very white area and family was rural and racist. So the black man was a taboo that became a naughty fetish in her mind.
She went back to his dorm and had sex. I felt like throwing up when she told me all this. I was devastated and curious at the same time. I didn't ask details though, She said she was sorry and ashamed and wanted me back. She said she would never talk to the guy again...
It didn't take long to learn that she had saved his number and had been sexting him. When I found this out I asked more details and knew it was over. She said she couldn't help but keep meeting up with him. He made her feel dirty, slutty, sexy, and desired.... Lusted after. She said his dirty talk during sex was amazing... Those were the only reasons she gave and we didn't ever talk again...
I looked the guy up on Facebook and found out he was a basketball player. He was taller and a lot more muscular. I was so angry and humiliated! But part of me wanted to know more. I had never looked at a lot of interracial porn before, but I started to after this incident. The jealousy and anger started to fuel my lust and love of interracial porn. It wasn't long before watching petite white women like my ex getting pounding by giant hung black men was all I watched.
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